Step outside or look out your window. Â Look up. Â What do you see? Â Big, isn’t it?
I mean how do you describe sky? Â It fills as far as you can see, but if you travel 5 or 1,000 miles there is still MORE.

What about this amazing planet that is wrapped by the un-ending sky?
There is majestic beauty …

and there is minute beauty …

and intricate beauty of a snow-frosted morning …

and fleeting beauty …

and beauty that speaks of steadfastness … like sunrises

and sunsets

So where am I going with all of this? Â I was walking early one morning this past week and was listening to/worshipping with the song “Healer” by Trent Cory. Â There is a line that says “I believe that You’re my portion”. Â I’ve sung that line many times. Â I’ve believed it. But suddenly, I was overcome by it.
You, My Heavenly Father, – the Creator of all (Gen 1:1) are my portion, my inheritance, my share, my possession, my award (Ps 73:26). Â There is no limit to my portion. Â What consumes and rocks my heart even more is because I am a joint heir with Christ (Rom 8:17Â ) who is God’s first-born son, my portion is actually a double portion (Deut 21:15-17). Â Double infinity. Â My heart cannot contain this much promise and unconditional hope, and so it spills out out onto this page and into the lives around me with even more to follow. Â My portion and your portion are as vast and beautiful as everything I’ve tried to describe here and so much more than I can describe.
The proverbial “icing on the cake” – it’s unconditional. Â My portion/your portion, is not defined by, or for that matter consumed by, circumstances. Â It depends solely on God’s infiniteness which never changes (Heb 13:8) and at the same time is new every morning (Lam 3:23).
Forgive me for being pretty basic here … but my portion, your portion … is not like pie when the more people that take a slice, the smaller your portion becomes. Â Our Heavenly Father is INFINITE (Heb 7:24-25). Â There is always MORE to infinite; it cannot be diminished, that is the defining characteristic of infinite. Â Take a look at the definition of infinite:
- immeasurably great
- indefinitely or exceedingly great
- unlimited or unmeasurable in extent of space, duration of time, etc.
- unbounded or limitless
But, I gotta tell ya (that’s my best southernese coming out) many days my perspective gets messed up and I go into pie-mode. I am asking for “enough” to get through the day with whatever challenges it holds, both known and unknown. Â You know what I’m talking about … be it your own heartache or an aching heart because of pain in the lives of those you love, chronic illness or pain, a weary body, the demands of just being a grown-up and having a job to name a few.
Prayers that in essence are: Just give me a “sliver” to get me through God, without taking away from what anyone else needs. Â Sound familiar? A tad bit different from the reality of the super-sized, double-portion of infinite supply (Phil 4:19) that is yours and mine every day.
My choice is to exchange my “sliver” for “super-sized”. Â How about you?
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