Tag: desperation

Prove or accept?

March 24, 2014

“Are you trying to PROVE there is hope or ACCEPT there is hope?”  Was the question I heard as I was walking one morning this week.  BIG difference in the amount of energy required/involved.  I think from all the wrestling and unsettledness of my dreams, I’ve been trying to PROVE there is hope. There is … More Prove or accept?

Proportionate Need

September 29, 2013

It had been a very long, very demanding week with one more “work day” to go this past Friday.  I turned on my computer to journal about the many, many ways I had experienced my Heavenly Father’s supply and guidance in the past few days.  Immediately I saw on a friends Facebook page the YouTube … More Proportionate Need

Pain and Provision

July 22, 2012

My  husband has an expression “too heavenly minded to be any earthly good”. That’s not what I’m talking about here.  I’m not talking about stuffing your heart away so that you don’t feel loss, grief, pain, disappointment or whatever lack has occurred in your life; then when your heart tries to surface for air you … More Pain and Provision

My thorn

March 25, 2012

FAILURE … I felt like it was branded across my forehead.  Could anyone else see? As I’ve mentioned, I was diagnosed in 1998 with Fibromyalgia (FMS).  That was pretty rough.  This actually felt worse.  I had spent 10 years working to overcome this beast.  And here I was – back where I started unable to … More My thorn

Reality check

March 12, 2012

Sometimes being honest with yourself is a pretty scary thing.  When you take off all the masks you wear; when you stop trying to perform to be loved; when you quit defining yourself by what you do and just ask yourself the question “who am I” – do you want to know the answer? That’s … More Reality check